It’s just my way of showing my affection. I tend to call people names, make fun of them, and act silly around them just to see if I can make them laugh or smile. I’d rather be playfully mean to people than act really corny and sappy, actually. If I tend to tease you a lot in a more flirtatious way though, then most likely it means that I like you.
that everybody has a crush on and is perfect, so perfect that you can’t point out one bad thing about them, I have all these flaws that I hide and keep to myself and I tend to be really insecure about them. I’m sorry I don’t have those things to satisfy people these days but does look really matter to you?
So apart from the distant family from two holiday seasons ago, lately things have just been getting worse. It seems like our family isn’t even partially a family. The holidays are covered with white lies, fake smiles and laughter to disguise the pain within us, the children. Promises are always made and yet always end up being broken. They say you can always come to them for whatever necessity you need or for help with any problem. What about the time when they kick you out and you have to fend the world for yourself? What happens then? The world we live in a nasty one and finding a job is hell in our economical situation right now. Do they not think before they speak? Is there no filter? Right now in about a month’s time if I can’t find a job or a home,I’ll be walking the streets endlessly and sleeping at the school library countless nights. What happens then? There’s a lot on my mind with so little time to figure anything out. SO if you’re reading this, please, I ask you one thing: keep me in your prayers. I will need all the moral support that I can get from here on out. I don’t want to talk about the problems i have to face ahead because I believe everything will be alright. I just need friends who can show me that it will be all right as well. Give me the laughter and joy that i always have spending time with you and never think of me as a charity case. I am an independent individual and i WILL get through this no matter the trials and tribulations that life may throw at me. Also, don’t let this ruin your holiday cheer. If anything be happy for me, enjoy the holidays!
Just because you don’t fit in the crowd, doesn’t mean you can’t stand out. Just because someone knocks you down, doesn’t mean you can’t get back up. Just because your face isn’t as pretty as theirs, doesn’t mean you’re not beautiful. Just because someone said you’re worthless, doesn’t mean you’re not special. Accepting the way you are is more important than accepting the way people think of you.
I remember when we first met, I didn’t think I’d like you. Well, first I had this crush on you. I found you so attractive. Then we got to know each other more and more and who knew I’d start developing feelings for you. Next thing you know, the feelings were mutual. It all started off with a tiny crush, but guess what? I like you.
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”—Marilyn Monroe (via shouthorayforhoa)
New Year’s Eve is coming up really fast and all i can think about is just wanting to spend it with that one special person. However, what makes me sad is that I don’t think I will be able to do so… Boy the things I would do just to hang out with you for a special day like that…